IT'S THAT TIME OF YEAR

     Fear, unknown, constant changes. Not words I typically think of when talking about going back to school. Never did I think I would consider homeschooling, but I found myself doing just that. I have the mindset to do what works best for your family and children. Nothing against homeschooling and props to moms who can do it, but for us, that was never something we considered before. While realizing I'm so blessed to be in a spot where I can be home and choose from any of the options our district gave,  it was not an easy decision to make. Once we made our decision guidelines changed and once again we found ourselves wondering if we made the right choice. With some offering in-person, or online a combination of both, or online only its overwhelming. I feel so much for families who both parents are working full time, for the teachers and administrators who have to constantly change things and make decisions only to have to turn around and change things again. Not to mention the gut-wrenching feeling I get when thinking about the kids who rely on school for food and safety. All of this can seem so overwhelming, as someone who decided to send a child back to in-person, and now knowing that a mask is required all day ( she can't keep it on just through the store let alone 6 hours) I can't help but second guess myself once again. 

      Our world can seem like it's falling apart after watching a few minutes of the news or scrolling through social media. It can leave someone feeling anxious, frustrated, or hopeless. In my case usually frustrated at a lack of respect or just the basic rules of kindness we try to teach our kids. Imagine being a kid right now. It has to seem so strange and overwhelming to them at times with all the changes. I heard an amazing message this morning on bridging the gaps. Reaching out to someone who maybe looks or thinks differently than you. My hope as I  send my child back to school this year is that in these crazy times they let their light shine. That under the mask is a smile even though her teacher or classmates can't see it, that she shows loving-kindness to those she is with, and that we as parents set that example for our kids at home.